Believe in your kids dreams

 A very heartfelt email.

 When I was younger, I had dreams. What they were doesn't matter now for that time has come and gone; but my parents didn't give me the support for my dreams. My father wanted me to fail, my mother wanted me to be a lawyer. I had other dreams and desires but found support nowhere. Oh I'm not mad at my parent for I didn't get support anywhere else. I had no friends because being Black and I know I'm gonna' catch some flack for this; but Black people are some of the worst people out there. While growing up I didn't do that streetwise slickster bullshit; I was introspective and  bookish and other Blacks HATED that!  I grew up in one of the most racist cities in America, and though ironically my best friend in the world was white, he was the only one ever. It was just crazy how miserable some people tried to make me!  It's like Black people thought it good to be inhumane, insensitive, and incorrigible.   They got a lugh out of that bullshit and thought it some kind of damned sport to push someone to the limits of their patience. This is why there are so many killings in the African American community. And it's interesting that it was just the beginning of it for me! I have walked through miles and miles of hell trying to find my way and deal with life as it was presented to me. I started to writing as a relief coz' it was just too much for me and it is just something to But you see in America, a Black man isn't allowed to be sensitive, introspective, and possesing true emotions for these racist sob's out there try hard to portray Black people as animals! We're not human is the bullshit they want to press, when really it's them who are the fuckin' animals! I can't have feelings, heartaches, and dreams. It's really a shame.  The thing that really hurt is the fact that I got absolutely no support for what I wanted to do with my life. Now I am just a man with unfulfilled aspirations dreams and much sadness in my heart. I know God will one day raise me back up but for now the disappointments really sting.

This is why I suggest to all to listen to your kids and help guide them along. You never know. I have so many disappointments and so much anger that I can trace all the way back to my childhood and negative encounters with racist whites and their evil bullshit. As bad as my people are many of these whites are the sons and daughters of saatan himself and many of them dwell in new york chicago and other big cities. They're not just in the south anymore! But try an be an inspiration to your children rather than break their hearts and dash their dreams. You don't want your kids to be halfway through their lives and go to looking back saying 'man what if!'

Grant Glover